Thursday, May 22, 2014

Beloved Ben


Today is Ben's 16th birthday!
He is a wonderful young man!
My youngest and my tallest-
with such a big heart!

Happy Birthday, Benjamin!
Love always,
Mom

Thank You, God, that I know I am beloved by:
*sixteen amazing years with Ben
*walking and praying around the place of prayer
*all the little things (and big) that Victor does for us
*planning birthday celebrations
*a restored bird feeder
*a newly inviting place to eat outside
*Journey accompanying me as I walk and pray
*the sound of daily prayers prayed by our teacher
*a growing writers group
*setting summer goals

With gratitude,
Sally

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Look Closely, Breathe Deeply, Beloved


Gardenia blossom greets.
Bend down.
Look closely.
I am beauty.
Come even closer.
Breathe deeply.
I am lovely fragrance.
Return my greeting, beloved.

Thank You, God, that I know I am beloved by:
*friends who spur me on
*friends who keep me company in the uncomfortable
*the spiral slowing
*Your marvelous provision
*Benjamin getting the job
*children rewarded
*coaches who love first
*a room of my own
*walking and praying
*border grass gently blowing in the breeze

With gratitude,
Sally

Friday, May 16, 2014

Beloved, Come Further Up! Come Further In!


Come further up!
Come further in!
(C.S. Lewis)

Beloved,
our journey
has just begun.

"Commit your way to the Lord,
Trust also in Him, and He will do it."
(Psalm 37:5)

Let us ask God to lead us
further up and further in:

"Make me know Your ways,
O Lord;
Teach me Your paths.
Lead me in Your truth and teach me,
For You are the God of my salvation;
For You I wait all the day."
(Psalm 25:4-5)

Thank You, God, that I know I am beloved by:
*fresh, clear, cool air
*kneeling before the cross in the early morning light
*tax refunds in the mail
*angel wings in the shells on the cross
*realizing a reason for "The Welcome Chair"
*Your generous provision
*visiting with Mema and Joyce
*Seven Sacred Pauses
*using the bird's nest candle
*more that enough light

With gratitude,
Sally

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Tend Your Nest, Beloved


Might be a little hard to see,
but if you look very carefully
you will discover
a nest just under the roof
of the prayer chapel.
One day I went there
to reflect and pray.
As I sat down
I prayed a prayer
we had been given
by our teacher,
Robert Benson:
"In the course of our busy lives, Almighty God,
You grant us times of rest and refreshment:
Grant that we may use such times as these
to perceive the ways in which you are calling to us now,
then grant us strength and courage
to pursue those things and to accomplish them.
We make our prayers always
in the name of the One Who made us,
in the name of the One Who redeems us,
in the name of the One who will sustain us until we are home.
Amen, and so may it ever be."
(A Collect for Retreat. Adapted from, The Book of Common Prayer.)

God answered my prayer
by sending a dear little bird
(maybe a sparrow)
hopping through the barely open doors.
She flew up to the high windowsill,
hopped over to her nest
and settled in.
And I heard God say:
Sally, tend the nest
I have given you
and to which you have been given.

Then I saw
that her nest
was in the shadow of the cross.
In my heart I knew that, yes,
the One Who made us,
the One Who redeems us,
the One Who sustains us
will certainly
grant us strength and courage
to pursue those things we have perceived
to which you are calling us now
and to accomplish them.

Yes, dear God, I will tend my nest.

Thank You, God, that I know I am beloved by:
*the flickering light of a candle
*a boy who is "always good":)
*Margaret, deep breath, is now a senior
*Joseph taking one more step
*a sturdy privacy fence
*receiving a CD of beautiful, peaceful music in the mail
*a full supper table
*the sound of big boys playing in the pool
*an invitation to a support circle for writers
*yard sale inspiration

With gratitude,
Sally

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Beloved Every Morning


New every morning
is your love,
great God of light,
and all day long
you are working
for good in the world.
Stir up in us
desire to serve you,
to live peacefully
with our neighbors
and all your creation,
and to devote each day
to your Son,
our Savior Jesus Christ.
Amen.
(we prayed this every morning
at the Academy and it is from
The Worshipbook: Services and Hymns
(The Westminster Press) and found in
the Upper Room Worshipbook)

Thank You, God, that I know I am beloved by:
*the sound of my dad's voice over the telephone
*www.margaretwolfeblog.blogspot.com
*Ben patiently seeing Berklee through a stomach bug
*Berklee feeling better today
*Journey going on our morning walk with the girls and me
*the kittens' eyes opening
*the steady, gentle reading of daily prayer by Robert Benson
*Shirley calling with an invitation to lunch
*dear Victor
*the new pastor for Lyons coming from Isle of Hope

With gratitude,
Sally

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Beloved . . . Yes!


One morning last week
I stepped outside my door
just as the sky was lightening.
I looked up at the trees
freshly full of leaves
and I saw this
bare branched "Y"
reaching to the sky.
My heart cried, "Yes!",
though I wasn't sure why.
On the last day
I was asked the question
to which I had already
been given
that plain "Yes"
in my heart:
"Will you receive the mantle
of being formed
in the image of Christ
for the sake of others?"
And, with all that is within me
and inexpressible joy,
I answered "Yes!".

And today,
again,
I say
"Yes!".

Thank You, God, that I know I am beloved by:
*Victor's touch on my arm as I drift off to sleep
*the constant friendship of a friend like Sarah
*our Sarah's good report of beginning training at a new hospital
*seeing a bird I'd never seen before with a speckled breast
*Joseph gliding in on his skateboard with arms full of groceries
*adding new pages
*hearing that Bertha's not dead
*Ben's cell phone sermon notes
*sitting with Mema on her front porch in the late afternoon
*Margaret's very special coupon

With gratitude,
Sally

Monday, May 12, 2014

Behold Beauty, Beloved



"But we all,
with unveiled face,
beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord,
are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory,
just as from the Lord, the Spirit."
(2 Corinthians 3:18)

Thank You, God, that I know I am beloved by:
*fluttering luminescent green wings flying
*"Guess what I saw last night?"
*my friend, the butterfly, accompanying me on my goodbye walk
*the good folks at Southern Performance
*a peaceful Mother's Day morning at home
*a card that made me cry
*six wonderful children
*coming home changed
*good morning tulips
*kittens

With gratitude,
Sally